I’m from a small village, it’s a real village, there’s no supermarket, no taxi, no big building, no bar, and the street, it’s still a natural street, you cant go to my village by car if it’s raining. There are just cultures’s house, fields, birds and beautiful lifes of villagers.
I have great parents, one older brother, four older sisters and one younger sister. My parents realy love us more than everything, and they want all of us will be better than them, they just wish that their children can finish their study at least in University.
In my village all of us is a farmer, there’s no another people that their children go to city for their college except my parents. Sometimes my father have no enough money for it. Then he borrow to my uncle or someone and try to didn’t tell us about it, he just want his children seriously in studying without think ‘bout money, but I know that exactly they didn’t have enough money for my college.
But all of it’s nothing without ambisious from their childs. My brother is the oldest one. After graduate from his senior high school, my father was realy wish that he would continue to the University, and my father had paid for the cost to the college, but suddently brother said that he didn’t want to continue his study and he wanted to get marry. My father was realy disapointed to him and he couldn’t do anything for it.
My father knew that it would be realy hard to make his another child to be success if the oldest one was fail. And it realy happen, the second was prignant before get married. It was happen after she graduated from her senior high school. The 3th wanted to get marry when she in 2nd semester of her college. The 4th didn’t want to get her college just because she afraid if she will make our parents disappointed like what our brother and sisters done. And the 5th is the one who realy make my parents and all of my family disappointed. She is a girl but she is like a men, never care ‘bout what my parents said, and the one who often fought with me when I was a child, hehe… after graduated from her senior high school, she was continue her study in religion. And she had a boyfriend whose the religion’s different from us, my parents didn’t like it and she knew it, but she still had a realation with him. Because in Indonesia we can’t get marry if the religion is different, one of couple must change in a same religion. Then suddently she want to marry him and want to be in one religion with the guy. Because my father has tired in her, so he let her get marry.
And now is my turn, I realy don’t wanna make my parents be disappointed. All of my family, my big family realy hope that I can give the best of me to them, and I hope I can do it. Now my parents have be old person, but all of their childs have give nothing to them. I realy want to change my family’s life, I don’t wanna see them feel difficult to get money. I wanna show to anybody that even though I’m from a village, I can be a success men in the city.
Some of people in my village include my Uncle and my Brother in law must leave their family and go to another place to get more field to be farm. Live alone in a place like a forest, there’s no people yet. And I don’t want it to be happen again.
What I realy wanna be, it’s realy hard to say in a word.
Exactly I realy wanna be an actor, I love filming. But my parents realy wanna see at least one of their childs can finish their study in a university and get a great job. So I try to forget it. Sometimes I fall in my dreams that I’m a big actor and I have so many fans… like my Bro Jackie Chan, hehe…
I wanna be a singer too, but I don’t have a beautiful voice, hehe…
I hope that I can give my best to my family and all people around me. I love them 4ever….
No comments:
Post a Comment