Some about Shade

“entah bagaimana sebenarnya arti hidup ini
entah jalan apa yang sebenarnya harus ku lalui
entah bagaimana kedepannya aku ini
yang pasti ku mencoba tuk berarti

di saat aku lahir
memang benar aku menangis
sekencang yang ku bisa
namun mereka disekitar ku tersenyum
menyambut kelahiran ku

dan aku ingin
di saat aku mati nanti
aku bisa tersenyum
dan mereka di sekitarku menangis
dalam arti hidupku memang berarti untuk mereka!”

I'm Shade was born in Dharma Poetra, East Lampung, a small village in Indonesia. It’s a real village, there’s no supermarket, no taxi, no big building, no bar, and the street, it’s still a natural street, you cant go to my village by car if it’s raining. There are just cultures’s house, fields, birds and beautiful lifes of villagers. And I spent my childhood there until I was 11 years old.

I have great parents, one older brother, four older sisters and one younger sister. My parents realy love us more than everything, and they want all of us will be better than them, they just wish that their children can finish their study at least in University.

So, When I'm 12 Years Old, For my junior high school, my father took me into the city (Teluk Betung), to get better knowledge for my study, 'cause in my village, the education isn't so good! So I must leave my family and live in a city alone. I was the best graduate in my Junior High School.

And when I'm 15 years old, I'd stayed in City (Bandar Lampung) to continue in senior high school, eventhough I'm not the best one in my class, but I'm not the bad one... hehe :)

Now(Des 2009), I'm 19 years old, I continue my study in Gadjah Mada University, in Jogjakarta, one of the best University In Indonesia!

My family, I realy love them !!! They’re my spirit, my Motivation and my Inspiration!

All my friend said tht I'm a freak men! But, I think, be a freak men is a way that can make me happy and make all my friend happy too.. (not crazy, like me! hehe')

I know it's so dificult, but in my life, there's no imposible! my family are the most importhan people who I wanna make always happy! it just 'bout time, I can wait no longer....

I hope that the God will always give me the best thing that can make me getting My dream...

thanx!